One Night with Sole Regret 07 Tease Me by Olivia Cunning

Author:Olivia Cunning [Cunning, Olivia]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: music, Romance, Erotica
Publisher: Vulpine Press
Published: 0101-01-01T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter Nine

Adam took a deep breath and slammed his fist into a brick wall. He needed to get his shit together before Madison came out of the club, because he was seconds from losing everything he’d worked so hard to accomplish and he knew it.

Would he ever be able to look at her again without remembering the hands of other men on her body? Would he ever scrub away the feel of her pussy tightening around his cock as two other men brought her to orgasm? Would he ever hear those sexy sounds she made without recalling that she made them even louder when some stranger had his dick up her ass?

There was only one thing that ever made him forget how to feel. Forget how to care. Forget the pain of living and the fear of dying. One thing made it all go away.

But he didn’t do that shit anymore. He knew if he slipped up—if he joined the guys snorting lines of coke off some woman’s bare ass on the bar or shot up heroin in the bathroom—it wouldn’t fix anything. Not really. For a few hours it might seem that his cares were gone and that bringing Madison to the club hadn’t been a huge mistake, but he knew the drugs’ effects would wear off and he’d need more of them to make those cares go away again. And then he’d need more and still more just to hold on to the illusion of that pain being chased away. And then he’d be back where he started, and he hated that place. Hated it even more than feeling this broken inside.

So he had to get his shit together and fast. For her sake. But mostly for his own.

He took a moment to count his blessings. Sometimes he felt as if he didn’t have many, but if he reflected on the positive things in his life, it made dealing with the negative a lot easier. He had his music and his bandmates who’d stuck with him through all the shit he’d put them through, and he had his drawing. And . . . and he had Madison.

Madison. What the fuck was wrong with him? He couldn’t ruin one of the few good things going for him in a fit of jealous rage. How could he have been so stupid? How could he have said those things to her? How could he have left her there in the club, alone? He’d lost it because he hadn’t been able to handle her behaving the way he’d expected her to behave. The way he wanted her to behave. Or so he’d thought. Hell, he’d been planning and fantasizing about this scenario all week, prepping her for it for two days. Shit, he couldn’t take it out on her, because his expectations and the reality had been exactly what he thought he’d wanted. But his reaction to her brazenness was completely at odds with what he’d expected. If he’d been watching some

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